total recall...

so alots gone by...
sr retreat was fun and good i must say. if nothign else go to mull over my life and reconnect with some people. and im not the only person who gets irritated by random sluts and whores... ive also come to the conclusion that even though i am very satisfied with who i am i am not connected to the world. there was this cool beach thing. sam carly and i threw the half deflated football carly found around... we got all beat up from slashing at each other and with the nails and grass.... liz wintz found a speed limit sign

aunt nancy, ruby and ruby's son came in town to adopt 2 puppies... cute dogs... crazy to drive from iowa though. anywho, it was nice to talk to the few people from my dads family who look me in the eye.

yesterday momma, my dad and emmy drove into new orelans (i was still in jesus camp). they didnt bring a camera (hiss) but mom did go into her old first neighborhood where the shotgun that live through besty and camellie is. the watermark was about at her shoulders. the only sign of life was a few guys cleaning up Junda's (one of the many bars my mother remembers goign by in her childhood... its across from the house... Junda was the guy who shot the tv when john wayne came on... she and puggie remember when he was chasing out this one guy with a butcher knife) the city is still cracked like the vase from the matrix

speaking of puggie, she was stressed out and super depressed... luckily for her, some of her first clients got together and pulle dup enough money for a group of them to go up to new york on train. should be good for her to get away from all that mess

aunt margie is in grandma's living room

and ive missed the news in the past few days...